Lately I think I started to discover the beauty of having a balanced lifestyle: spending time with meaningful things I like to do, reading A LOT and thinking about the books I read, being healthy, running across the city to unknown places if I wish to, sleeping 8 hours, doing exercises every morning and being happy about getting visibly stronger, not being obsessed with any men, finding time to value the people around me, watching movies, doing my job reasonably well.
Now I understand better how important the lifestyle factor can be in achieving happiness.
But still, if lifestyle was all, I might have wanted to stay for one more year, but I didn't want that. So I also understood that having my own purpose and creating my life with my own hands is even more important - because this lifestyle might be super nice, but in the end, its not real.
Still, this AI term has been a great decision, I knew I needed time to detach from all things that are not important enough to stick with me, and rebuild myself from the inside.
Right now I really feel like being a hurricane (my MC team called me that once): a whirlwind that is always on the move, picking up and dropping things, sometimes touching the ground for a while but not settling, places and faces changing all the time - but the core is silent and stays the same.
I feel like the eye of the storm.
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